I turn my head to the east...

You know you're old when you want to shake your fist and yell out the window to the neighbor kids to "shut the hell you damn kids!"

I know it's summer but i dont want to hear your stupid screaming.

Also, it sucks living by a street because i get to hear horns honking, tires screeching and engine's revving.

I need to find a quieter neighborhood.

Work has taken a toll on my nails. They used to be nice and long and now they're practically down to the skin and brittle.

I am so tired of my hair. I want to chop it off again shorter than it was before but I don't know how it'll look. Stupid chubby face.

Work has cut my hours. I'm only working 3 days this week. 3 days? Screw you. I'm trying to get a job at the hospital, even if it's just some desk job.

I've been having school related dreams almost every night. I guess my subconscious is saying go back to school but I feel...afraid, I guess. I got so overwhelmed that first semester and I ran away scared instead of facing it. I'm a smart person but fear is sometimes so strong that it chokes you.

It doesn't help that my line of reasoning is this: if i take a few classes a semester I would still need to secure my job for car and bill payments which means I would have to stay at my current job for who knows how long before I can graduate.

It's not that the job is bad. It's just that I'm already on my fourth year there and I don't want to end up one of those people who stays at their job for years because they don't know what else is out there. I guess I could always get a new job and start college but that would be two stressful things on top of each other.

I just want to take charge of my life and turn it around so at the end of day i'm not thinking, there has to be something better out there for me.

Well LJ is down so I guess now is the perfect time to update.

Because, I mean it's not like i'm behind on my Nano or I have work later.

Procrastination ahoy!

I need to upload more icons. You'd think with 100 user icon freedom you would have no problem filling it up.

I'm at a loss of words because basically nothing exciting ever happens to me.

I think it's about time I popped my entry cherry on this journal.

Today is the first day of NaNoWriMo and I have no ideas. I'm hoping to come up with an idea by the end of the day and make up for a lost time.

November is the start of the holidays at my store, I work at a grocery store so Thanksgiving is a big thing. I actually work in the Floral department, transferred there around Valentine's Day which I'm sure you can imagine was insane. So, I have no idea what Thanksgiving and Christmas is going to be like over there. I'm sure I'll be on register up front around Thanksgiving because the lines will be insane and we're open till 6 or something like that because our store sucks and would rather make money than have their employees spend time with their families.

Damn you retail! *shakes fist*